When fatigue engulf the soul

I have been feeling so tired recently I cannot focus in my studies. Okay, not really. Because I am able to pay attention during tutorials. It's the lectures that I cannot pull myself through. I keep falling asleep, it's not those kind whereby I just close my eyes and rest but REALLY sleep, I even dreamt a few times. 

I remembered clearly how I force myself to stay awake during my BStats lecture. I was so determined I did not even let my head touch the table. Despite that, I still fell asleep a couple of times, and woke up because I dropped my pen or I was about to fall over. LOL 

I totally lost it on today's bmgt and maec lecture :/ I was still struggling during the first part of bmgt's lecture until the lecturer gave us the 5 mins break. Yes, I slept like a dead log after a min and did not wake up until michelle nudged me.

Maec lecture was right after lunch and I suppose many should know that one would tend to feel sleepy after their meal. So, I "died" again. This time round, it's also michelle who woke me up LOL. Luckily she's sitting beside me, if not I think I would have slept for the whole lecture and suffer with my maec assignment after that. 

Sports and wellness was super slack due to the rain (oh i love you, rain). Did "Physical Training". Well, it doesn't feel like it at all, at least to me :P It was so boring!! I would rather jog around the field or inside the sports hall. 

 Met Ferlyn on my way home!! omg She boarded the bus which I was sleeping in at some stop at Ang Mo Kio. I just woke up from my sleep and the moment I lifted up my head, she's right in front of me haha. Chit-chatted and learnt that tomorrow's the last day they present their project work (she's in college). Wishing her best of luck! I believe she can do well :) 

I suddenly got the urge to join Muay Thai! It seems really fun x) Considering if I should join it next year, hmmmm. Indecisive mode: ON 

Does happily ever after only exists in fairytales?  

Goodnight ♥