Life goes on ...

These are just some of the eggs they've taken ._. 

Looks so happy when he sees food! hahaha

Don't they look like a couple? Haha. Fido so cuteeeee :D

The very busy vice-president LOL

Peach tea ice-blended w jelly tadpoles! made by yize :D

Ziwei! 

Richard!

Fido! 

Yize! (im sucha nice person i didn't post his unglam ^^)

Many pictures of them since they are just right in front of me. Hehe

Richard looks small here :P Oops.

Today's work is unusually tiring as the appointments seemed harder to get i don't know why :/

But who cares, IT'S FRIDAY!!! :D

Met these guys at northpoint after work and had Seoul Garden ^^ my first time trying.

I think I ate too much I ended up suffering from indigestion x.x feeling slightly better now though.

 Laughed so much the whole afternoon thanks to their endless jokes.

Fido created some physic theory of his with an egg, saying that the egg would not crack even when you try to squeeze it as long as you hold it in some right angle or whatsoeverrr.

That's not the point though. 

The main point is, he broke his own theory as he actually cracked the egg himself. LOL

 The epic moment when he confidently squeeze the egg and the egg white spilled out.

We had two tables and I feel so lucky I didn't share the same table with fido Hahaha

They were playing with food! They turned the soup into "chawanmushi" 

Ziwei is so serious with the soup he added in all sorts of ingredients like corn and prawn etc. just to make the soup taste nicer x)

Weiming, techin and Jasper came after that. 

Initially planned to catch a local movie but in the end didn't.

Ohh, yunqian totally made my day by coming over personally to pass me photos of me and her.

Although I'm not the only one she gave to but still, that's so sweet ♥

Made my mum angry yesterday and I think she still is 'cuz she has not been talking to me.

Hope it'll be over soon ~

Annyeong ☺

现实，并没有童话故事那么浪漫

Every moment

Brownies! ♥

I'm such a greedy person I bought 2 packets and I doubt I can finish all of them after I had only one of the brownies ._. 

This week/month is coming to an end !!!! Finally ☺☺☺

I've overspent a lot for this month and I still got so many things I want to buy :(

The inspiration to do some shopping. Hahaha

Such a pity I wouldn't be able to make it for tomorrow's teachers' day celebration in cchy T^T

Shall look forward to Homecoming :D

I hope there won't be too few people on that day since it's during the midst of promos :/

Had pasta for lunch today! Spicy but i like ^^ 

My mum keep asking me to work long hours for my job but i'm just too lazyyyyyy.

Too bad i didn't inherit her hardworking-ness :P

Gotta hang the laundry now and then continue watching my dramas!

Annyeong ~ 

The weather is so cooling recently due to the rain~ ♥

遗忘的人和被遗忘的人，谁比较痛苦？

   

Pretty Cupcakes

I want to eat cupcakes made by Donghae !! 

My fridge is currently filled with 12 bowls of Lao Ban because my mum called me

 (while i'm working -_-) 

 to buy 10 of them and I bet is for her colleagues ._.

Another 2 are for myself :D Hehe I just put one into the freezer, wonder if it'll turn out nice :P

I got 5 appointments today!!!! YAY ^^ happygirl95 

Time seems to pass faster when i can get appointments.

Went Old Airport road food centre for lunch.

The Lao Fu Zi Char Kway Teow and Holy Grill'd teriyaki chicken is daeeeeeeebak! 

Too bad didn't get to try its lor mee.

Had beancurd 51 and LaoBan for dessert ☺

My taste buds tell me that 51 is sweeter compared to laoban and 

laoban's soya bean taste is stronger than 51 Hahaha.
Why the KShows haven't release new episodes :( sigh
Annyeong :) 

• Running Shoes
• Bag
• Shorts
• Swim Suit
• DC Shirt

↑ This is list of things I wanna get during this holiday :( 

I need moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy $.$ 

I think the ahma and ahgong are really cuteeee! ♥

Raining love

I guess I just cursed myself yesterday, I only got one appointment today :(

But if I choose to look at the bright side, one is better than none :) 

Calling is not as smooth as yesterday though, called some rude customers :/

Luckily it's through phone only and not face to face or else, I could have explode LOL.

Anyway, the 4 hours is torturous but still, I've pulled through it !!

Bought some rock candy later and then headed to vivo because we have no idea what to eat.

Had Carl's Junior in the end. The burger is huge man ._.

Because of that, I didn't manage to finish the fries. What a waste, sigh.

Suay yize spammed packets of sweetener and sugar on his superbland lemon tea without knowing that refilling is free. Hahaha.

It's literally iced tea + lemon 'cuz somebody claimed that he does not want to drink Heaven&Earth's -_-

Not only did he wasted the sugars and sweeteners, he also wasted 10-15 mins of his life :)

I couldn't stop laughing at his blonde-ness honestly x)
Oh, that reminds me of one more thing. 
This silly guy actually didn't know that raisins are dried grapes!!!!! 
Quoted from him "Mangoes that are dried are called dried mangoes. Then why are dried grapes called raisins instead of dried grapes?" 
Genius :D Hahahahahahahaahaha

Walked around vivo till 5 plus and homesweethome ^^

If the world is going to end in Year 2012, I'll for sure die with regrets :(

Because my dream is to start a family of my own HAHA. Okay, it's funny yet true. 

Pray that the end of world won't arrive so soon! :D

Apple-Lemon Flavored Penguin Rock ^^

听雨的声音，一滴滴清晰

屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆，真希望雨能下不停

Ciao,

First day of work today and had 3 appointments, better than expected :)

Had sakae buffet (yes, again) with the guys!

Spammed chawanmushi again Hahaha 

Had sashimi!!!!!! Taste heavenly :') And mango sherbet for dessert ^^

And tadah, a day is over. Tomorrow is another day. 

I'm not greedy, give me at least one appointment a day will do. LOL
Watched the MuayThai fight on sat and it was thrilling! Shall watch again if there's another one :D

I want to quickly get my running shoes and start exercising soon! Hehe

Currently addicted to 2 KDramas - 

Mr Hedgehog (Starring Donghae) and For You in Full Blossom (Starring Minho and Sulli) 

SMent sure is producing idol-actors/actresses huh.

Well, it's a good thing though x) At least holiday ain't gonna be THAT boring after all :') 

I'm not going to be jealous :) Just because I'm too strong as a girl?
There's nothing bad about being capable, Jingyi :) So don't be stupid. Haha

You are my sunshine

First time trying LaoBan and it's not over-rated! Hehe

Went all the way to Old Airport Road to try this ^ 

It taste nicer than expected!!!! And I used to wonder why people go crazy over this bowl of tau-huey.

Bought some back for parents and bro to try :) Share the joy~~~ hahaha

I wanna eat Korean BBQ! Craving for it so much :( 

I want to do some shopping toooooooooooo. Shall jio people out soon ^^

Monday is the first day of work alreadyy :/ Hope I will not forget what to say LOL

Shall treasure the time to slack now.  Hahahahahahahahahaha.

Going to watch some fight tomorrow! 
Kinda looking forward as it's my first time watching, wonder if it'll be interesting.

Annyeong :)

Cherish

因为经历过悲伤，所以才懂得快乐的美好

因为失去过，所以才懂得拥有的感动

因为曾经分离，所以才懂得在一起有多幸福

因为流过许多泪，所以才懂得微笑的甜蜜

因为害怕遗憾，所以才懂得珍惜很重要

fragrance of freedom

Completed my last paper this morning! 

Had a mini heart attack because I thought I would be late for it, thanks to the traffic jam...

Luckily made it just on time, although I've missed the reading time given.

Shall not mention about the paper because ... yeah. LOL

Oh well, I did try my best (at least in the last few days before the paper).

I just hope the results won't be too unacceptable. And my definition of unacceptable is to fail for the overall :/

Anyway the paper is over so no point dwelling on it anymore :)

After the paper went to SakaeSushi and slacked there till 12plus.

Did not have any sushi then because Yize and I were waiting for the buffet which starts only at 3.

Went for Kbox with Techin, their BIT classmates, xiao bin, sherly(?), yenna and matthew for 2 hours!

After that return to NP and Sakae-ed ^^

Ate sooooooo much within that 2hrs I feel like vomiting! 

Holiday has started yet I feel a sudden emptiness and I have no idea why. :(
Nevermind, shall stay positive! Annyeong :D

I guess I had a little moodswing this morning :/
I wonder if it's partly because of the nervousness for the upcoming paper or what,
after I knew that he slept for only 2hrs plus I was quite ... worried.
Worried that he might not be able to concentrate while doing his paper.
Then later he told me his friend chatted with him halfway.
So he was actually half studying half chatting (I think? didn't bother to probe further because I'm afraid I would reveal my emotions)
This worsen my mood because yeah, I'm worried. 
I just somehow feel upset because of this. But because I don't want to affect his mood before the paper so I just kept quiet.
Anyway, I can't explain why I'm feeling that way properly too. In fact, I find myself ridiculous Hahaha 
This is what I hated most, I can't explain my feelings.
I always blank out while chatting/eating/doing something halfway.
It's like half of my mind is daydreaming and the other half is trying to answer/facing many questions.
So when I'm asked what I'm thinking, for a moment I tend to forget what I was thinking seconds ago.
Sigh. Maybe are symptoms of  Dementia  :P 
This is the only place I can say all these things.
Even Yunqian is so busy for her promos :( 

:( :( :( :I :I :I :) :) :)

Dear self,

“男生和喜欢的女生在一起之后感情会慢慢淡掉吗？”

You seem to have forgotten the rule you have set for yourself a few months ago so I'm here to remind you again. "Don't be greedy, be contented with what you have now or else, you will find yourself left with nothing in the end." Don't take things for granted because no one owes you anything. So, when you receive (something) from others, make sure you appreciate them (whether you like it or not). Never ask for more. Do not get jealous or envy of others. Do not complain. Never think that you are the most unfortunate person because clearly, you are not. What's yours is yours, do not force. Do not expect from others, expect from yourself. Do not calculate, you can never finish calculating and trying to make things fair is just making your life difficult. If you have the ability to help others, do it and do not hesitate or think of what advantages you can gain from doing so. Open you heart, mind and soul. Do not judge or try to take control. Because you are in no position to. Do not look down on any people because nobody deserve to be looked down on. Do not blame others for any down-slopes in your life. Do not talk/think bad about others (joking not included ^^). No one is perfect, everyone has their strength and flaws. Learn to accept. That would make your life so much happier. Do things that make yourself and everyone happy. You only live once and life is short, why waste it? Bad things happen, but remember, not only to you. Do not let your negative thinking/feelings affect others. They don't deserve shits from you. You may not be living a perfect life. You may not be smart, pretty or rich. You may not have nice figure, thousands or millions of friends, perfect relationship, rich parents, smart brother, good academic results and so on so forth. BUT this does not mean that you are the stupid-est, ugliest nor the poorest. You have a healthy body, a few closeloveablefunnyidioticcrazynoisyirritatingannoyingbimboticnarcissistic-and-the-list-continues friends , a lover who never fails to make you love him moreandmore (as if it's limitless), parents who would scold/hits/nag you because they care, a brother who do bad things with you and keep them from parents or speak up for you when you're being scolded, academic results...JustDoYourBest. Hahaha. Whatever it is, do no evil; speak no evil; think no evil. 

I sound like some holy person omg. LOL

But anyway, it's easier to be said than done. 

I can come up with all these nonsense but they are just pure words and will be meaningless if I couldn't do them. 

Annyeong :)

P.S: This is just a note to myself and what I think. 

好人卡

你是一个好人，但是我们不适合

你是一个好人，可是我家住很远

你是一个好人，我想好好读书

你是一个好人，我们真的不适合

我不想当好人，我想跟你在一起

我不想当好人，我想每天接送你

我不想当好人，给我一次机会

我不想当好人，我只想当坏人

Heard this song from a show. By 强辩团 ^^ It's saying like how one rejects another and the "reasons" they use, not forgetting to remind them that they are very nice people LOL. Quite cool uh :) When I hear this, many people flashed through my mind HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Oops. 

*RANDOM-NESS*

start, pause, forward, rewind, stop

If only life is like a video,when you can forward the bad times and pause/stop at the good times. It is impossible unless i have a Doraemon hahaha. Read my posts in the past and I couldn't stop laughing! Never knew that I used to be so childish and immature, the way I think and type. When I scroll even further, I can't even remember I have actually posted anything like that (2008-2009) It's so embarrassing that I deleted  some of the posts. Time is really powerful. The sorrow I used to experience in the past, the complaints and so on,I sound like someone who has lost hope in life and if I remembered clearly, the thought of committing suicide even flashed through my mind a couple of times. Fortunately, I didn't. I'm still good here, accompanied by my love ones. All the bad times would go away. It's just a matter of how long it's going to take. I just have to pull through those times. Also, I'm thankful to all the people who are always there by my side,offering hugs and tissues. There's one thing I guess I can never learn no matter how hard I try after much failures : Letting go. Till now, I am still missing 4F hell lot even though I have made some friends in poly. Everytime we have gatherings, the same question would always pop up in my mind : When would be the next time for us to meet again and have fun like this? six months later? 1 year later? 2 years later? or never again? I never failed to cry during every meetups and that is so annoying. I really don't like it. Okay, I shall a set an aim for myself : Not to drop a single tears for the next get-together. Hope there will be one. Everyone is moving on, why it seems like I am the only one who's stuck at the same point? People enters and leaves your life. Appreciate what you have now. 

“爱情里没有背叛不背叛，只不过缘分用完就该离开”

I think this also applies to every single person in one's life. Not only in relationships. I became worried, flustered, fearful whenever I think someone got a significant position and plays a very important role in my life. It gives me feeling of I-can't-do-without-them. This is when I know I've become (very) reliant on them. Which I dislike, as I foresee myself to struggle when it's time for them to leave.

Had grocery shopping with my mum after brunch and she says 我变瘦了 !

Don't know whether it's true or not but I'm still over the moon to hear that. Hahaha

Can't wait for the holidays to come. There's so much I wanna do! 

I wanna make a list of things-to-accomplish for my holidays.

Jog, swim, badminton, shoppings and meetups with my dear friends ^^

Guess the only thing that I dread about holiday is work ._.

Yes, back to a telemarketer :/ I'm a boring person.

Hope I'll pull through it.... for the sake of $$$ LOL. 

It's raining here now. 

HowIwishIcanturntheraindropsintoflowerybanknotes 

Hahahahaha. Yes, continue dreaming Jingyi :) 

Gonna do those sickening POA past year papers now!

Annyeong. 

     

fresh start

Guess I'm in love with dragonflies now!

I have no idea since when I start to find them prettier than butterflies. Hehehe

Unfortunately,my friends think that I'm crazy, weird and disgusting? 

But hey, look at their wings! Those shining bright colours are just sooooo attractive.

Studied with my 2 lovely friends bimbos today. 

I suppose it's quite fruitful? ._.

As compared to other study times with ... hahaha 

Shall not mention who as this is not something to be proud of :P

POA is such a killer.

Okay, perhaps ALL papers are killers to me.

Yes, I've been killed many times.

I'll just bear with this crap (POA) till the 22nd!

Can't wait for  the holidaysssssss ^^

Sometimes, I really just couldn't help but feel down.

Yes, I don't even know why.

It just come&go as and when it likes and leave me suffering behind.

When people who cares ask if I'm okay, of course I would answer yes.

Because if I say no, the next question would always be a "why".

How am I suppose to answer that when I myself, don't even know the reason?

What's worse is that no one and nothing can help me.

I am on my own. Only I can overcome this feeling and take control over it instead of what is always happening to me currently.

Always reminding myself : I am a strong person.

the last minute

I am so not supposed to be posting now as I'll be sitting for my paper on 2.30pm!

Brain is currently dead now and I don't even know if I have remembered all the stuffs.

There's just tooooooooo much to remember :(

Reminds me of the torturous times of memorising SS templates last year LOL.

But, I swear that this is much much worse ._.

I don't ask for anything more than a pass for I definitely don't want to retake this module in my next semester!

It's funny to think how the reason for me to study to change as I grow up.

From Primary School: afraid to get beatings and scoldings from my mum,

Secondary School: want to have freedom from parents

And now, Poly: DON'T WANT TO RETAKE THE MODULE.

Even my mum don't care about my studies nowadays.

Probably because she thinks that I'm a grown-up now :)

Well, at least I tried my best to get everything into my brain.

Okay, I'm finding excuses for myself :/

But, nothing can be done already.

Finish this paper and shall focus on my last paper, POA till 22nd.

Hope my determination will last!!!!

Goodluck to myself ^^ byeeeee.