If you're brave enough to say "Goodbye", life will reward you with a new "Hello": One day, I will find you.

Yes, I'm back from the short trip to KL or did I even mention it in my previous post? #poormemory :/ got some tops and shorts there! Like finally cuz' i seldom buy clothes LOL My best friends always say I'm a pro at window shopping because I can actually hang out with them the whole day in town and watch them shop without getting myself anything. They always ask how did I resist those temptations. Well, my answer is just simply cuz' I don't have an eye on anything haha. Surprisingly, bought quite a lot in just that 2 days. I was really shocked when I was packing my luggage the night before I return. Probably the timing was right. the feel for shopping + the thing I want to buy + the thing I saw + don't have to worry buy wrong stuffs cuz' mummy was there LOL. Now then I realise part of the reason I seldom buy clothings with my friends is because I don't dare to take risk haha. I tend to worry about this and that, even those really tiny little things. Usually when my friend see something they like, they will just buy them on the spot. In my case, i take at least half an hour to decide whether to buy it or not. One recent example was a dress. Because of the wedding dinner and a request from my mum, I decide to get myself a dress. I think I went to town three or four times just to find it, something I think is nice,simple yet suitable for dinners as well as casual dates or shoppings etc. which is like something I will wear often haha. I have not touched my gradnight dress ever since gradnight -_- OH and very important! I must feel comfortable in it. I have no dress at all since I'm in... primary school? It's due to my character,which is not so feminine ._. I have no skirts also, besides my school skirt. So imagine what I wear to poly everyday LOL. Hoodie + Jeans + sneakers is my favourite combi :P I mean, I think wearing something I feel comfortable with is most important to me, so :) But don't know why recently I somehow changed my thinking? Wonder if it's because of influence and persuasions from the surrounding, my close friends have been commenting about my dressing. (yes, it's that bad LOL) But before that, I really have 0 fashion sense and many many unhappiness about my body. I want to lose weighttttt! I know and agree that health is most important and yes, I feel really blessed that I have it :) But it's really hard to totally love shopping for clothings when you are having so much fats here and there :/ unless i am some professionals who know what type or style of dressings suits me (my figure or size), or else it's really difficult for me to buy them. The most basic steps to lose weight is of course, healthy/light diet and sports. Diet.... I'm someone who really loves junk food, I admit that. I eat a lot, to the extend where sometimes I don't even know whether I'm eating because I'm hungry or because I'm bored. hahaha. I can't live without sweets and candies. I always have them in my bag where I can eat them anytime and anywhere, and also sweets and candies on my study table to accompany me in the journey of knowledge. HOWEVER, I have been cutting down on those recently :) -sense of achievement- Probably that's the reason why I feel so down easily these couple of weeks/months. o.o okay, back to the topic. I'm trying to cut down fat. Glad that we are having Sports and wellness this semester! which means I'll have time to at least exercise once a week no matter what ^^ Back to another topic, I want to make shopping easier for me LOL. Back to another another topic, I wanna change. The 3 days in KL was quite well spent I guess? Slept late at night and wake up early in the morning. Maybe that's why I'm falling sick now. Lack of rest. Currently spamming fruits and water. I love fruits hehe.

Okay, today is a tuesday. School is normal :) lessons were still pretty slack for now. Have been ending classes early or punctually with no delaying. How I wish it will keep continuing like this :P Oops, greediness detected. Tomorrow is Wednesday! my favourite day of the week now because I can go and leave school with ... hehehehehe. First lesson DSS followed by BStats lecture. Needa get my maec work done real soon! Annyeong ♥