School has started a week, have not attended any tutorials yet though.Tomorrow will be the first tutorial lesson.... hope everything will go smoothly :) Something struck me today while chatting with a friend,I have not been feeling any real happiness ever since I entered poly..I mean yeah, besides the times I'm out of school or being accompanied by my secondary school friends.. the other times I could not even remember the spelling of happiness. Do I belong to this place where I am at now? But junior college doesn't suits me either...Or did I choose the wrong course.. In such a dilemma now but what's the point? I am already here, a business studies student in ngee ann polytechnic and this is already my second semester. The only thing I can do now is to pull through these 3 years and move forward which I have no idea what I wanna be yet.. I don't even dare to think of enjoying it. I miss my secondary school life. Sigh. I know I should not keep looking backward, I should move on, I'm supposed to move on and, I must move on.
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