fragrance of freedom

Completed my last paper this morning! 

Had a mini heart attack because I thought I would be late for it, thanks to the traffic jam...

Luckily made it just on time, although I've missed the reading time given.

Shall not mention about the paper because ... yeah. LOL

Oh well, I did try my best (at least in the last few days before the paper).

I just hope the results won't be too unacceptable. And my definition of unacceptable is to fail for the overall :/

Anyway the paper is over so no point dwelling on it anymore :)

After the paper went to SakaeSushi and slacked there till 12plus.

Did not have any sushi then because Yize and I were waiting for the buffet which starts only at 3.

Went for Kbox with Techin, their BIT classmates, xiao bin, sherly(?), yenna and matthew for 2 hours!

After that return to NP and Sakae-ed ^^

Ate sooooooo much within that 2hrs I feel like vomiting! 

Holiday has started yet I feel a sudden emptiness and I have no idea why. :(
Nevermind, shall stay positive! Annyeong :D

I guess I had a little moodswing this morning :/
I wonder if it's partly because of the nervousness for the upcoming paper or what,
after I knew that he slept for only 2hrs plus I was quite ... worried.
Worried that he might not be able to concentrate while doing his paper.
Then later he told me his friend chatted with him halfway.
So he was actually half studying half chatting (I think? didn't bother to probe further because I'm afraid I would reveal my emotions)
This worsen my mood because yeah, I'm worried. 
I just somehow feel upset because of this. But because I don't want to affect his mood before the paper so I just kept quiet.
Anyway, I can't explain why I'm feeling that way properly too. In fact, I find myself ridiculous Hahaha 
This is what I hated most, I can't explain my feelings.
I always blank out while chatting/eating/doing something halfway.
It's like half of my mind is daydreaming and the other half is trying to answer/facing many questions.
So when I'm asked what I'm thinking, for a moment I tend to forget what I was thinking seconds ago.
Sigh. Maybe are symptoms of  Dementia  :P 
This is the only place I can say all these things.
Even Yunqian is so busy for her promos :( 

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