Dropped no tears

 One morning, this boy brought me LaoBan. 
He's really nice :)

Ate it immediately after getting down the bus that was stuck in the superduper heavy traffic jam. 

It took us 1 hour plus to reach !!

 Zzzzzzour lemonade! 

 My brother made this spongecake during his F&N lesson.

Surprisingly nice! HAHAHA

Bryant's coin pouch haha 

so kewwwwwt.

Today, I went back to these places alone.  

 And this was my first stop.

 Can you feel the heat just by looking at this photo?

It's really no joke.

 Accompanied by the scorching Sun, warm breeze, music, my shadow and the fallen leaves.

 Spotted this on a random bench. 

 Next stop, the familiar yet, no-longer-the-same basketball court.

 Last stop. 

 No matter how hard I try to find, it's no longer there... 

I even searched the other levels even though I'm very sure it can never be there. How stupid.

 If only these stairs could bring me to where I wanna be.

 From the first to the last stop, I did not take any transport. 

Pretty flowers. There were so many of them!

Today's lesson ended at 11am because there's no more BStats Lecture. Headed home after lunch and was in a rather foul mood. I totally have no idea why but recently I've been experiencing severe moodswings. You can say that it's an excuse. Maybe I have changed. You can say that I am unreasonable, selfish, inconsiderate, petty. I'm not going to deny it. No one knows how scared I am. I'm scared that I will get influenced  by some people(those that I dislike or think has bad habits). I don't even know what kind of person I am now. 

So, I alighted at this stop and started my short journey. (last minute decision) Crossed three traffics and wondered if I would get knocked down. Wasn't really in a clear mind then because I slept in the bus. 

It was a special (?) feeling to go back to all these places alone. I knew I said this SO MANY times but I REALLY wish to turn back time. Things are no longer the same. When everyone is too busy for me, I have to be independent. 

Inside me, is a battle between the heart and mind. 

I really hate this, and this feeling. 

Feel like pushing everybody away. 

Just stay away from me as far as you can. 

Don't want to go school. 

Don't want to go anywhere.

Don't want to see anybody.

Want to be alone.