Tuesday, December 4, 2012

I'm the cause of the trouble

Today is a bad day for me, everything I did is wrong. Not to mention that I didn't contribute in anything, instead, I created even more troubles for the people around me. 

I'm suppose to attend a KCC event today with jinteng but back out last minute because I really don't feel like going. First time (if i'm not wrong) I was so determined, I have no idea how many "please-s" of hers I rejected today. Every "no" I said to her make me feel so guilty.

After lecture, headed to meet yz for lunch! AND THAT'S WHEN THE MISFORTUNE HAPPENED. 

I wanted to tell him something urgently and I was so excited I shook his hands so hard without realising that he was holding onto his phone and ......  

his phone dropped and the screen cracked

The crack was so serious I swear. The next thing I knew is, tears start to flow out uncontrollably. I know that's useless and crying won't fix the screen but I just couldn't hold my tears back.

Although he keeps telling me it's okay but I know that he's still very upset about it. Which makes me feel worse. I have no idea how many "sorry-s" I've said to him today. Today is probably the day I've said the most sorry-s. 

Travelled all the way to Sim Lim Square to repair his phone and it cost $120 $.$ Tomorrow need to find the person again to fix the mic :/ Hope it won't take up too much time so that yz can go home earlier to study for his bapp test and prepare for his presentation as well. 

Praying hard that after today, all the bad luck would go away. 

When can you stop creating troubles and start contributing?

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