Aimless

It's been awhile since I posted.

When there's a new post = I'M BORED .

I'm addicted to the kpop idol group INFINITE !

've been watching them these few weeks .

one day for about more than 10hours (?) of mine were spent on them :/

omg.

It's been so long since I'm so crazy over a kpop group.

Finished watching almost ALL their shows within just a couple of weeks -_-

Dammit , guess I should change my habit T_T

coz everytime I finish a show, I'll feel REALLY empty x_x

Don't know what else to already ._.

미안해 돟해 ~ I'm falling for 성열이 T^T

He's just too cute that I can't stop looking at him for a day ._.!

holidays are so boringgg.

though I really wanna find something to do (parttime job etc.) ,

I really can't seem to drag my superb lazy body from home.

even when asked to hang out w my friends ... I also needa think twice ._.

Sigh . I'm nervous about my new poly life.

Really worried about the amount of projects I've to deal w a couple of months later.

I'm stressed ,

maybe that's why I'm distracting myself by staying at home and spamming videos and dramas.

okay, maybe that's an excuse :x

I really don't know what's the real reason for me to behave like this.

Whether is it I'm lazy that's why I rather stay at home and spam videos OR

I wanna spam videos that's why I'm lazy-ing around .

Being bored REALLY makes a person think TOO MUCH.

And thinking of senseless things .

Hope I'll be able to find my aim for my life SOON.

I'm such an aimless person now , really.